Yeah, great, only a short blog for now though guys!
Thanks to everyone for their birthday wishes on my Facebook wall, in terms of presents I've had but one, a great pair of Elvis shades from my great friend Kate, these will be the shades I'll probably wear throughout band practices from now on, they're very glitzy, and well, I like to make an impression!
Alas, I had a bit of wonga in my cards aswell, I'll put that towards new equipment, so thanks to everyone!
I digress, It's been over 8 months now since the death of my Dad, He's still sorely missed, but were still moving on, as a family, times can be tough, but I've still got a few friends who stick around, even if my behavior just recently has been slightly... erratic, I hate to place the blame, but it's all merely to do with the medication I take, and how often it's changed by my specialists at the hospital, I can only apologize to those of you that haven't really known me for that long, It's not pleasant to be around, but there's nothing I can do about it...
Anyway, NGD!
Eagle eyed readers will notice 3 new additions, the main being that almighty Diago Showman Pedalboard
, built like a tank, then the Boss Metal Zone (the black one for you non-guitar savvy), then the Electro Harmonix Deluxe Electric Mistress, a rarity, which I can't seem to find on GAK, but I think it was all a steal for £120, yep, £120 for the lot! you know what I'd say?Exactly my friends, exactly...
Anyway, on a different note, my state of mind is something I'd like to write about, seen as it's a subject I can never find anyone to talk to about, carrying on has been difficult for me, but what never makes is easier, is mind games and what troubles me is the future, I'm seeing more people in my life come and go, I just hate the feeling of temporary-ness to everything, it's like living on a knife edge all the time, is this what happens? is life just a constant changing cycle of the same things happening over and over with different faces? like the same soppy template for a romantic comedy? I hope not, but I worry, at times I feel so alone in the world, I end up walking aimlessly, so far away from home, searching for something, for what I don't know, I've spent hours just walking around Birmingham, Walsall, anywhere, just doing nothing of any particular interest, just thinking I've had someone on my mind, as you've probably been (sick of) reading for the last few blogs now, but it seems clear enough that maybe our paths weren't meant to cross in that way, one can dream, but she is the dreamer.
anyway, I'd better head off, the moon's playing tricks again, cya ron!
later on...
Your pal, Luke
